cyan, 19, he/him. unprofessional artist and lolita. i have no coding experience, so i'm using itinerae's "oh bloody hell" theme. this is my digital scrapbook and brain dump. enjoy :]

things music, typology, vocaloid, lolita fashion, visual kei, drawing, cats, birds

media dan and phil, criminal minds, jibaku shounen hanako-kun

hot weather, anti-intellectualism, ai art, capitalism

please be aware that i have a plethora of diagnosed disorders. i may act strange, inconsistent, or awkward at times. i have terrible memory, and i'm not very good at keeping in touch. i hope this doesn't bother you!

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hello there! i am a 19 year old guy from the united states. i am white, queer, trans, and autistic, and i'm trying to save up for T through commissions, so please take a look at my commissions page!

i am currently in university studying japanese and psychology with a minor in studio art. i have a passion for music and art, and i have very eclectic interests other than those. i am a semi-lifestyle lolita, mainly wearing gothic and toned-down sweet. i intend to document my wardrobe here, along with my thoughts, projects, and things i enjoy. i like to collect things, and i especially like to organise what i collect. i created this website as a replacement for my extremely messy notes app and folders. fair warning, the theme of this site may change often.

i gain and lose interests quickly, aside from the few that encompass my life (namely music, art, and lolita). as the meme goes, the majority of my interests are in hibernation until activated like a sleeper agent. i do know and enjoy quite a lot of things, but for some reason, i also haven't engaged with the majority of pop culture. i probably don't know the celebrity or movie currently being talked about, which can be isolating but i also... don't care. i like having less popular interests. i am also one of those people who considers a shared interest to be an instant connection with someone, and i can get very excited very quickly at the thought of talking with someone about them.

part of me is very afraid writing this, being seen and judged is horrifying for lack of a better word. but i also want to be known. oh well, i can't have it both ways! forever chasing the high of being loved ♥

if you're anything like me, please shoot me a message on tumblr, i'd love to get to know you!

media scrapbook tweeter music

february 2, 2025 - many personal pages february 1, 2025 - header bar functional january 30, 2025 - the birth of this site

• "lolita wardrobe"
• "coord inspo"
• "art inspo"
• "shrines"
• "figurines"
• "reviews"
• "study pages"
• "chatbox"
• "references"
• "ocs"