@cyan 05/03/2025 2:26pm
finally got the motivation to get back into coding and update my theme! i wasn't really liking it anymore so i'm glad for the change, hopefully the motivation keeps up to finish my pages
@cyan 12/02/2025 12:14am
i want to write music again
@cyan 09/02/2025 7:24pm
absolutely unfair that you have to make bad art in order to get any better at it
@cyan 07/02/2025 11:36am
with the state of the usa i feel like it's now or never that i transition. if i wait, gender affirming healthcare will likely be destroyed in this country... i'm desperate
@cyan 06/02/2025 4:31pm
i'm failing my classes again even though i'm only a part time student this semester. i may not have the energy, but i'm trying, and i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i think the teacher hates me, she marks me absent even when i come to class. she says i've missed multiple classes this semester but i only missed one. the latest i've ever been is 8 minutes. i don't know what to do i just want to drop out
@cyan 05/02/2025 11:00am
anyone else convinced they're a sinner
@cyan 05/02/2025 10:54am
my symptoms won't go away even though i'm healthy again. am i going to be like this forever?
@cyan 04/02/2025 1:06pm
adding iframes is unecessarily difficult...
@cyan 03/02/2025 11:28am
i'm not ready for my test! help!!!!
@cyan 02/02/2025 10:23pm
need to eat dinner but cannot because all my dishes are dirty yet i don't want to wash them either... many such cases
@cyan 02/02/2025 8:59pm
redid my entire theme after only 3 days. hmmm...
@cyan 02/02/2025 5:35pm
i hate having my family visiting. worlds should not collide!
@cyan 02/02/2025 5:33pm
went to a bunch of little cafes with C and S. we dressed up in lolita, but we didn't realise just how cold it was today, so we all froze our asses off. i had a maple donut, but it was only okay, and the hot chocolate was bad.
